Booohoo :(. My mom and dad is back in abroad. Huhuhu. 10 days is so fast damn it.

Well it was a good 10 days.I mean they did only have 10 days to visit us. My mom and dad will be back in October. Just in time for me and my sis' bday yahh:). But still i only get to see them in total of 1month every year.:(. We spent the last night with my mom and dad where else but home. They had Jugno's Monster Pizza over and they bought more food haha. I was damn full ugh. And then me and best Pauline were like talking on the phone about diff shitty things haha. She was making me feel better about that dumb rumor that was spreading. HMP!! CURSE YOU RUMORING-ing PEOPLE!! Then Raymond buzzed me in YM. He saw my stat and was all like this

raymond jegillos: BUZZ!!!
ivan luzuriaga: what?
raymond jegillos: ur stat, why dont you just make up a rumor about that person whose spreading rumors about you?
ivan luzuriaga: :-/
ivan luzuriaga: i'm not like that!
raymond jegillos: ow?
ivan luzuriaga: i dont rumor around a rumor or else a rumor gets bigger thats why i hate rumoring around a dumb rumor.
ivan luzuriaga: gets?
raymond jegillos: not one bit... :D
ivan luzuriaga: ya ya
raymond jegillos: you are just TOO NICE...
ivan luzuriaga: WTF is that suppose to mean? :-/ :(
raymond jegillos: uhhh.... heres a good example. you see someone shoot a person and you just let them off.
ivan luzuriaga: so your sayimg im NICE???? pfft
raymond jegillos: well that IS what i said.
ivan luzuriaga: :)) well i only wanna do what i think was right but im not that NICE >:(.
raymond jegillos: well if you say so. its just my opinion:))

AM I THAT NICE YOU GUYZ? :(. IM NOT!!! >:). WELL WAT EV. hehe.

Anyway, i feel loads better after apologizing to this person. Ehehe True Friends :D.
Hehehe. then when i told best Pauline about this she was all like... (and yes it was a phone call but hell i remembered...well most of it so if you read this Paul then hah! beat that hehe):D

me: hey you know what i apologized to "you know who" na! :D
paul: you mean..
me: yah
paul: asus hehehe BH! :D
me: d ah gagu :D
paul: eh well so ur parents are like leaving na 2mrw or sumthin?
me: yah huhu
paul: wui iiyak :))
me: ..|..
paul: whu? hahaa. love you best!! :))
me: yah yah u bitch hahaha :D

WELL as far as i remember this is it hehe. i forgot na eh basta we talked about stuff. and it made me laugh and she laughed then i called her a bitch she was like you bustard hahaha. and oh my gadd im typing without looking hahahaahaha. (yuck natuwa hahaha). i invited her sa opening ng condo namin YEYEY!! :D. and i was gonna invite more friends din hehe.

basta this summer has been one of the most boring and most fun ever ehehe. i met new people like her and mv(yah you ATE >:) ). and i had shitty moments din but you know shit is suppose to be a part of your life. and as far as im concerned you can never really be happy once you havent discovered your true happiness. you can pursuit it but never really attain it. i guess now i understand it more based on my experiences. i thank people like mv,jv,franz,veka,joanna,iniger(:D),jackie and paul for making me realize that. *hugz!! :D.

i cant say ive changed either but im getting there. like i said, accomplishments were never in the list. i havent accomplished much in life and im happy living like that. ive only accomplished things i never thought i could but over doing it can push me to my limits and i dont wanna bust in tears telling myself that i lost it...no,im not gonna do that.

i just wanna be somewhere you know. i may not be on the very high end but im sticking to where i am. if i get higher then i want it to be natural. hehe...

till my next post. :D

hey yah its mee again. 5/14/08. this day for me is to be remembered. this is the day when...(its for me and paul to know and for you ti find out :D). basta grabe i feel so revived!! parang the pain of the past was gone deiim!! haha well here'z how it went...:

*me and paul sa YM...

BUZZ!!!
ivan luzuriaga: bitch!! ..|..
+*PaULiNe*+ vinco: yea?
ivan luzuriaga: i feel goooood 2day!!
ivan luzuriaga: *smiley faces
ivan luzuriaga: *smileys
+*PaULiNe*+ vinco: y?
+*PaULiNe*+ vinco: naka tae ka ng maayos?
+*PaULiNe*+ vinco: joke.
ivan luzuriaga: iz like im refreshed
ivan luzuriaga: WTVR
ivan luzuriaga: *laughey face
+*PaULiNe*+ vinco: bkt nga?!
+*PaULiNe*+ vinco: natae ka ng maayos noh?
ivan luzuriaga: i dont know its like...<<<<(erased hehe. i editted this part its for me and paul to know and for you to find out :D)
ivan luzuriaga:
+*PaULiNe*+ vinco: you finally MOVED ON!
+*PaULiNe*+ vinco: *laughey face
ivan luzuriaga: yah i know!!!
ivan luzuriaga: fuck!!
ivan luzuriaga: *laughey face

yah i know the convo is weird but basta i told her something. it made me feel good coz sumthing came up nung day na to and i luvvvv it!!!

as weird as our conversation could get here's the nxt part...uh wait nvm haha its secret ;)
basta this day...GOD THANK YOU FOR HELPING ME... MWAH!
hehe. so uhm basta it couldnt get any better than this ;) im so glad its OVER haha. she's right i moved on and moved on FOR GOOD *dances

XD

well uhm gusto ko lang share hehe. peaiicesszz!

Reminisce: 1st yr life...

And yes i'm here again.

this night is too dull yet i'm happy . Anyway all i wanted to do now is write a blog haha. Damn i'm bored. Now i just wanna reminisce on the good ol' days of summer thought it was kinda boring really.

Been to places,ate lot,been to lots, and well all i can say is that this summer is boringly(??) happy hehe. And i'm still in touch with my friends and loves hahaha. This summer also has its downs everytime i remember all the shit that has happened in the past school year. Dont all students wish for there rep to be still or become better. Well 1st year for me didn't become AS HAPPY as i wanted it to be but that's plainly life. You cant always have what you want(that doesnt go for some honestly). I wonder how i made it hahaha. WEW friends i guess? No friends no ups. Hahaha.

I'm just happy my ture friends were and still there for me even though my mood is shit sometimes.LUV YAH GUYZ.

anywho. my 1st year life was and always will be fun. sana lang may mga nabago ako so it'd never happen in the 1st place. Like uhh... and that time when uhh... . you know hehe.

But we can never really prevent shit like that from happening. It's natural but if God let me pick one event from NEVER happening it'd be "that". Hehe. hayy.

I remember all my seatmates nung 1st yr but the seat mate i HATED the most was 3rd qtr(DONT REMIND ME! ) hahaha. But "she" learned? hahaha hopefully...

Hehehe

1st qtr: Catherine Basa/Jacqueline Guillen(There was a reason kung bakit dalawa eh all of us had 2 seatmates during 1st qtr)
2nd qtr: Carlos Murillo
3rd qtr: Reyna Vergara (ohh God so help me if i did bad things )
4th qtr: Denz Salcines ( :| )

I also think of the times the teacher would make a sermon for saying we dont have UNITY or TEAMWORK. We are too far apart daw haha. And we have our own "groups" na we dont interact. hmmm? very understandable,especially with the fact there is bias and prejudice in the classroom why wouldn't they think that?

And nung year na toh we continued the 5th yr of 1-b winning the poetry thingy in English. WOOT WOOT! haha.

And i also remember all the failing grades including mine (hey failing is natural :D )

Projects and reports were never that on time. Not once. hahaha.

Therez definitely "love in this club" XD.
I hated being mayor (SCREW IT!! )I was so punished haha.

Cat fights, Bitch Fights, Brawls(not really haha), Dumb fights, Weird Fights(O_o) we gottem here!(for sale? LOLZ) hahaha :D

Theatrical Performances are very common in 1-B(hehehe you will never not hear someone singing a song in this class)

Sporty-nez of people (especially some guyz in the class) appear here in the class to. (who plays basketball using a trash can? hahahaha)

Screaming is never optional hahahaha XD

Kalaswaan, Kalandian at Kagaguhan (KKK!!)XD

Peer Pressure(amp! why!! well not me! hell nooo!). Nadadamay ang iba sa mga ka"bad things" of some people here in the class. tsk tsk. where DO the years go?

Iyakan, Sigawan, Murahan, just imagine hahaha.

Glee Club and Dance Club performances? Nicee:) i just didnt like it when i performed amppp. Deiim! Nerve wreck hit me too soon haha.

I just wish i could've changed just some things so everything would be different now. Ehehe but the damage is done hahaha.

Kahit ganyan class namin, and may mga taong di "kaya-aya" kasama... i can never say i can grow to hate this class.Sa mga panlalait, the people who bring you down, they did that lang so they can make there rep. better anyway. It didnt mean anything to me anyway. Like i said "someone has to be out to let some of us in" and i guess that someone is me. But i really do miss these guyz. So why not just get through to them kasi we only have 3 years to spend. And those 3 years can be short... Spend them wisely....

We all have a share of our mistakes but throught mistakes we learn too. As we learn, we grow and as we grow we become stronger. And i think that is whats important. Its that we learn from whatever we do wrong and we revert them to something right. yahhh... :D

Summer is totally halfway over fo sho and lapit na kami mag 2nd year but its no biggy sana lang everything will be better. as in BETTER. hahaha.

hehe advicer namin si ms.belmonte(you rock mam!!)



[[Go ahead laugh haha but that's just the way we are and i'll nvr forget this war we call 1-B hehe]]

Done Til nxt tym ayt?

[[we were,we are and we will be]] 1-B right here...

Just conversations...

Its only 11pm sheesh whats the rush? So I thought making a blog would take my mind of things and people I dont wanna think of sh** anymore.

Anyways usually one of my friends Jackie and Paul would talk extremely late at night (yah go figure its called Insomnia...you know where you cant sleep) We'd talk until dawn and we'd talk about sh**.Sometimes what we talk about is sh** hahah. And our close friends dont even know a part of us and we're talking about it so you can say we're being pretty secretive about our conversations. For instance.

Me and Jackie were talking about stuff like south park coz we have interests that other people dont even pretend to care about. Like Cartoons. hmmm you dont see any teens talk about that anymore but thats how we roll anyway. We like what we talk about so if you have an opinion keep it to yourself . So these late night conversations make us feel better about the world we live in and how are lives are going . We even laugh about all the non-sense we talk about but to us its more than non-sense...its OUR non-sense hahaha.


And mah "bitch" Pauline...uh our conversations start off with a ..|.. and ends with a ..|.. . Yah its cruel but cruelty is funny to us. HAHA sometimes i find myself staring at something for too long and forgetting what i should be doing. But hey thats stare is my stare so it's pretty worth the 5minutes ^___^. I find myself weird but it's me hehhe.


INSOMNIA my gosh haha. What about this coming school year? I HAVE TO GET RID OF INSOMNIA. hahaha. I think people who are problematic have this but I only have 1 problem and thats for me and my friends to know and for you to find out


Hehehe. Wew blogging hehe. Till here,,,for now

--ivan--

Is it all about the fans?(A.I)

Me again. This time to talk about one of the world's most favorite TV shows American Idol.

As we all know(those who watch A.I) take votes through fans,right? They text and call to keep their "favorites" safe. Well,people do notice that there have been favoritism during the past seasons.

Lets take our first example Sanjaya Malakar

I mean c'mon! Not many people thought he'd make it that far into the competition. He didnt have BAD singing it wasnt just that good...honestly.
Another good example would be Stephanie Edwards

Now she's a good singer at a young age unfortunately got cut early in the competition Season 6. Now, we think that Stephanie didnt acquire enough votes to make her stay in the competition.
Currently the 2 most favorite contestants in this season are David Cook and David Archuleta

They are both very talented singers and well the ladies dig them (hahaha)

Do you think,just by looking at all the fans of the 2 David's,Syesha Mercado will stand a chance to get a slot at the Final 2?

Well we'll see soon.

Anyway so do you think it's all about the fans and not skills?For all of us, we are totally not sure. We will just have to sit and wait for any other things to happen.

they dislike you for being different? wtf

To start out I basically wanna talk about one of the stupidest things that I think some people in our class USUALLY do and say.

Question to ya'll: IS BEING DIFFERENT BAD OR SOMETHING?

Coz look i may not like all same stuff you guyz like or may not even hang with ya'll much but thats just the way it is around here.
People have or at least need to be different to keep the "balance of things" in shape you know. Coz you know i really hate it when you just judge people like myself about things and and all that kind of s*** you know? I'm not exactly pin pointing at those who do but you have to understand that some of us have to be different to let some of us in. So I'm that someone who gives chances alot. I may be a push-over it's coz i wanna see what the hell can change IF i let you take over. It's one thing i will never get why you do this to some people who would want to be a little not like you...in short different.

I dont expect much from you as I'm damn sure you dont expect much from me but that's how i roll as it is to say. Coz iba dyan masyadong insensitive and narrow-headed para isipin yung facts and doing the math sa situation na nangyayari. If you think of it pag masyado kayo pinagbibigyan then you go loose and act like savages and being a punk. I never wanted that to happen. I let those groups people grow until I'm out numbered.


a little time to reflect on what's been goin' on...
why is it most of the time on the lower case of the situation?
why is it I'm always letting them be the boss?
why is it not me thats running the show around here?

hmmm...

Nowadays...*sigh* i can only trust too much. Even those you thought that got your back were the ones that were gonna stab you.

And those you thought that can help you were the ones who were gonna bring you down...down as low as you get.

And those you knew that were beside you would leave sooner than you thought,

*sigh*

I may sound dramatic here but it's true. The horrible truth... *sighs*


Well anyway i still have people to trust(you who you guyz are )


Well tis all for now.