Booohoo :(. My mom and dad is back in abroad. Huhuhu. 10 days is so fast damn it.

Well it was a good 10 days.I mean they did only have 10 days to visit us. My mom and dad will be back in October. Just in time for me and my sis' bday yahh:). But still i only get to see them in total of 1month every year.:(. We spent the last night with my mom and dad where else but home. They had Jugno's Monster Pizza over and they bought more food haha. I was damn full ugh. And then me and best Pauline were like talking on the phone about diff shitty things haha. She was making me feel better about that dumb rumor that was spreading. HMP!! CURSE YOU RUMORING-ing PEOPLE!! Then Raymond buzzed me in YM. He saw my stat and was all like this

raymond jegillos: BUZZ!!!
ivan luzuriaga: what?
raymond jegillos: ur stat, why dont you just make up a rumor about that person whose spreading rumors about you?
ivan luzuriaga: :-/
ivan luzuriaga: i'm not like that!
raymond jegillos: ow?
ivan luzuriaga: i dont rumor around a rumor or else a rumor gets bigger thats why i hate rumoring around a dumb rumor.
ivan luzuriaga: gets?
raymond jegillos: not one bit... :D
ivan luzuriaga: ya ya
raymond jegillos: you are just TOO NICE...
ivan luzuriaga: WTF is that suppose to mean? :-/ :(
raymond jegillos: uhhh.... heres a good example. you see someone shoot a person and you just let them off.
ivan luzuriaga: so your sayimg im NICE???? pfft
raymond jegillos: well that IS what i said.
ivan luzuriaga: :)) well i only wanna do what i think was right but im not that NICE >:(.
raymond jegillos: well if you say so. its just my opinion:))

AM I THAT NICE YOU GUYZ? :(. IM NOT!!! >:). WELL WAT EV. hehe.

Anyway, i feel loads better after apologizing to this person. Ehehe True Friends :D.
Hehehe. then when i told best Pauline about this she was all like... (and yes it was a phone call but hell i remembered...well most of it so if you read this Paul then hah! beat that hehe):D

me: hey you know what i apologized to "you know who" na! :D
paul: you mean..
me: yah
paul: asus hehehe BH! :D
me: d ah gagu :D
paul: eh well so ur parents are like leaving na 2mrw or sumthin?
me: yah huhu
paul: wui iiyak :))
me: ..|..
paul: whu? hahaa. love you best!! :))
me: yah yah u bitch hahaha :D

WELL as far as i remember this is it hehe. i forgot na eh basta we talked about stuff. and it made me laugh and she laughed then i called her a bitch she was like you bustard hahaha. and oh my gadd im typing without looking hahahaahaha. (yuck natuwa hahaha). i invited her sa opening ng condo namin YEYEY!! :D. and i was gonna invite more friends din hehe.

basta this summer has been one of the most boring and most fun ever ehehe. i met new people like her and mv(yah you ATE >:) ). and i had shitty moments din but you know shit is suppose to be a part of your life. and as far as im concerned you can never really be happy once you havent discovered your true happiness. you can pursuit it but never really attain it. i guess now i understand it more based on my experiences. i thank people like mv,jv,franz,veka,joanna,iniger(:D),jackie and paul for making me realize that. *hugz!! :D.

i cant say ive changed either but im getting there. like i said, accomplishments were never in the list. i havent accomplished much in life and im happy living like that. ive only accomplished things i never thought i could but over doing it can push me to my limits and i dont wanna bust in tears telling myself that i lost it...no,im not gonna do that.

i just wanna be somewhere you know. i may not be on the very high end but im sticking to where i am. if i get higher then i want it to be natural. hehe...

till my next post. :D